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Wednesday, 22 April 2009

Sunday, 23 March 2008

  • End of an Era..

    And so, after having my faithful Xanga since November, 2003, and writing in it over 500 times with pictures, blogs, feelings, thoughts, ect, I put it to an end.

    Rest in peace, my little online diary! I'm quite sad to see you go. I've had you through a lot of good times and bad, and looking back at my old entries is proof at how much I have changed as a person.

Saturday, 16 February 2008

  • ACROSS THE UNIVERSE

    The movie was definitely something else. I'll have to watch it again to get a different perspective, but the soundtrack was mindblowing !

    download it.

Monday, 11 February 2008

Monday, 04 February 2008

  • I get by with a little help from my friends..

    I'm sitting in class right now, listening to my professor drone. I don't know what's going on. I am usually so peppy and happy. I feel like I'm losing pieces of myself, and I'm falling deeper and deeper into this hole of college depression that I cannot get myself out of. I've scheduled an appointment with UCS, which I think is a good first step. I just feel as if I am the only one who is going through this. I know technically I'm NOT, but it sure as heck feels that way. School is going fine, grade-wise, but socially, I've begun to withdrawl a little bit, and it scares me. I'm pushing away people I really care about, and trying not to hurt them at the same time by doing this. I just hope they understand what I'm going through. I can't wait to get out of this mindset. Having a depressed immune system doesn't make things any easier. I'm tired of letting people down, but most of all, I'm tired of letting myself down.

     

    I need someone to just hold my hand, even if it's only for a little while

    Mel